HAIDAH :D
a simple girl with big dreams that was created with the deepest of feelings & the strongest of love. i will go where the cloud brings me.

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just came back from the hospital. abah gott admitted to the hospital yesternyte! & damn i couldnt sleep at all! was finking of abah all nyte. hoping he was okay. he was actually sick in the morning, & then he didnt went to work, in the evening he got 'worse' so mum brought abah to the family clinic.
but then mom told me he has to go to the hospital. so i tot tht it was just a regular check-up. but when it was about 12 ish mum came home alone.& she told me tht abah had to be admitted to the hospital! mum was in tears & so was i. i cudent sleep! i just teared up & stoned away. & just nice isaiah called! i can actually talk to hym about wad im goin tru, he was being such a darl. tanx dear
my dad seems to have lungs infection but getting better, but his blod test will not be out till like in 3 days tyme. suspense!!! pls god , make my abah better again!


this is why i INSIST tht yous stop SMOKING!!!
i mean like pls lurhs! u noe BETTER tht smoking kills ryte! u may say, nah, its just fake,the picture & advertisements are just to scare ya, bullshyte! yeah it mite be a lil overly exaggerated, but screw! u will still suffer the consequences!!! fag ! i fink those who smoke are BLOODY DUMB A HOLES! u noe tht its harmful, but u still smoke! bodoh kans?! i mean lyke, its as if you are lyke walking into an DAMN obvious trap, u noe youre GONNA fall into a hole, u noe tht when ure fall, you wont get back out, u noe tht then ure gonna suffer, then u eventually noe tht your gonna die.
BUT U STILL WALK TOWARDS THE EFFING TRAP! why why why?!?!
dont get me wrong, im nort angry, im FURIOUS!!! u can curse me, swear at me, kill me, if your feelings get hurt and all! curse for all i care! cuz thts just it, i CARE! i care for my love ones
im damn worried for all my friends ,close friends, best friends, love ones who smokes
i cant afford losing yous. tht is why i bothered writing this mother fcuking post!pls pls pls
i love you guys. dont do this to yerslf, pls...

abah gort admitted to an A ward & it was really nice. private room & all. very spacey & nice sey! big screen tv & a lil family room. niceee! At least he can get comfy. when i gort admitted to the hospital years ago i gotrs the c ward. sian sey! no air con no menu, no tv - -. nieways miss hym loads :( abah pls gett better. god pls bless hym with good health & longevity. i love you abah!!!